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[Apr. 5th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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Evil Milan son of a bitch! He must die not only has he made me cry but V cry. I hate him and i hate all guys yes even craig i got over my crush on craig i don't know how i think the biggest thing was i saw him holding hands with some girl then kiss her and then hear he asked the girl out i think i am just going to give up on romance....that would be alot easier lets see how long that lasts. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|07:35 pm] |
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Me and al got over the fight later that day i have problems with milan they used to be thw fact he always teased me about the daisy making it a joke so i broke down in class but now its more of trying to save his sorry ass cuz rose is pissed at him katy is connor is and brenden is having his friends jump him....i feel sooo loved |
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[Mar. 20th, 2004|01:35 pm] |
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my sister betrayed me........i trusted her and she betrayed me i dont know what to do hopefully she wont check my livejournal i can't tell her anything anymore another person i most lie to thats the least i need after i was just able to pull myself back up on my feet.afterthe cody insident. Last time when i talked to my dad because al told him everything everysecret i had told her to him and he was worried i just told myself she just did it that once but i still felt the sting of the blow. Now i let her read one of my stories and she told mom that she was worried i was writing gruesome stories.Whats there to worry about im gettting all the pain that has been locked up inside me out instead of writing dumb ass stories with a moral and a happy ending like childrens books? I write tha angry parts so i wont abuse myself to get the anger out i write the sad parts so im empty and can be filled with happiness what does she want me to do? put the mask back on again? Act like everythings okay go through the im gonna commit suicide again? Look at my life and think this could all be over soon. Never be able to be truly happy? Is that what she wants? i guess so i gota go my moms complaining im blocking up the fucking phone. this is the mask back on from here on out. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2004|11:05 am] |
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wow today is saturday im going to go to my daddy's today so that means its been 1 week since my acciedent yay. I wish the thought of it was getting farther away but oh well im happy my sister is home happy happy joy joy and she is going to come tp my daddy's with me to eat food and watch movies yay. while daddy stays up all night playing my gameboy. Im supposed to be working right now of course living with my mom I am always supposed to be working so i am used to sneaking. *sneeky sneeky sneeky* of course she doe caatch me alot......It is fun pretending to be happy. The mask kinda makes you feel unempty.but hey thats what i get for dating in 7th grade. : P bleh allright thats all there is too say except logan that son of a bitch drank my soda! |
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[Mar. 7th, 2004|08:34 pm] |
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wow i havent updated this in a while. Well if you are wondering i am now 13 im in 7th grade flunking 3 subjects when before i was a grade a student. SO in other words my life has become hell. Mom and dad divorced car accident sligth concusion totalled my dad's windshield. I have had 2 bf in the last few months. Both were my bestfriends both screwed up my life. al moved out dom and meg moved in. steph is at seminary. My baby rufus is living with my aunt caroline. I got braces i no longer have a fro but my hair is shoulder lenghth cuz its curly *less curly* its kinda wavy. I got glasses *yay happy dance i can see!* |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2001|07:08 pm] |
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I went over my nephu's house for a sleep over.
And we watched BATMAN & ROBIN. |
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